Amanda let it go at that and I told her that I thought that it was better if we didn’t tell Taylor about our little run-in. I didn’t want him to worry about me or think that Jason was causing me any stress. I told her that I also didn’t want him getting mad at Jason and things to get ugly if we happened to bump into each other again. She was reluctant at first, but finally agreed not to say anything.
As far as Amanda knows, it all ended there and that was the very last time that I ever spoke to or saw Jason Andrews, but it wasn’t.
Embarrassment and shame wash over me with the memory. I’m a complete failure - to myself, to my husband and especially to our little girl.